[Tommy just sounds frustrated with himself. He knows he's in unfamiliar territory and it's making him uncomfortable.]

We are friends, I just. [Goddamn, why is talking about feelings so hard.] This is a thing I do. And yeah, it makes me a shitty friend or whatever, but. Nobody else needs to deal with my crap. [Also known as when something big goes down I close off and sulk about it on my own because that's the only way I know how to deal with it.]